Okay, so I guess I haven’t done too good on my resolutions. I have not worked with my horse every day, or written here every day. But I have a good reason: flu! This ALWAYS happens this time of year right after I go back to school, I think my body doesn’t want to get out of relaxation mode so it makes me sick so I will stay home and rest. I started feeling icky on Monday but I figured it was just nerves, I always get weird about going back to school. Then by Tuesday it was bad cough and sore throat and yesterday I stayed home in bed all day, today I’m doing the same but I feel a little better so I am FORCING myself to be on the computer (ha, ha.) Mom has no sympathy for me when I am sick, she thinks me being able to sit up without pain (you know how when you’re sick your whole skin hurts, well, that’s me) is an indication I will be well enough to go out and feed the horse this afternoon, which I don’t mind doing but I still feel really crappy.
I just hope I don’t have too much homework to make up but all my teachers are pretty lazy and it’s the beginning of the semester so probably not. I have one paper to write for English: “What I Did Over Christmas Break”. That’s right in this town we are not PC and don’t say holiday break, or winter break. What a dumb idea for an essay anyway. I’m going to write something real smart and maybe I won’t even get in trouble for it. I bet Mrs. Reed would like it actually.
Maybe not, I am no rebel, I just like to talk tough.
As far as the rest of the resolutions go, I have not been watching TV (have been laying in bed reading books instead) or drinking soda (mostly orange juice actually) and I went to church Sunday after not going for like 3 weeks so maybe getting sick is God punishing me. Although it doesn’t make sense to me how if he is all-loving, he deliberately punishes us. I don’t think he does, I think he just sits there for guidance and if we don’t want to use it, fine, and we blunder through life getting sick and stuff.
I’m babbling. Anyway I’m going to go, it is -5 degrees right now. How can Mom expect me to go outside in this weather with the FLU I don’t know.